hmm from this post , this should be how i am feelin le ..
this post is i post cos i felt lk it de .. jus wan to type out ..
can be considered as own post bax ..
hmm .. sometimes i realli feel lk not lookin out for e traffic n jus let e car bang lo ..
i don noe y also .. im feelin very terrible .. i realli don noe wad to do to make myself feel better ..
mdm syarifah told me since i have taken my eng test n not so well done which i felt so , she said jus work hard for subsequent papers .. she said i don have to worry n think so much .. jus concentrate on studies ..
i cant let all this affect my performance .. i must realli stand up again .. i think wad happened this time realli affected me alot .. im no longer e cheerful me i used to me .. i don noe wad to do alrd ..
everything i do n say , to him , it's always wrong .. he nv listen .. even if i explain .. wat's e use of explainin den ..
i jus wanted to make things clear .. he jus don noe me ..
13 yrs without father love .. i guessed i long ago din treat him as my father .. i guess i don need him ..
but y do i feel so hurt ?! cos he threatened me ?! or cos he don trust me ..
y did he care when he don even believe me .. haix .. jus very very sad ..
jus wan to say something .. i don explain ! u don understand how i am feelin .. my teachers n classmates are much more better den u ! even though they are outsiders , but they listen n care ! unlike u , u jus shouted at me , even when i explained , u don believe ! u don even care ! when u saw me crying n holdin somewhere near my heart , u don even bother to ask y !! IHATEU !!! i don need u to survive in this world !
don blame me if one day i become emo .. don regret wad u have done n said ! WORDS U SAID CAN'T BE TAKEN BACK !! no use feelin remorseful .. wad is done is done .. i can't forgive u !
this post is i post cos i felt lk it de .. jus wan to type out ..
can be considered as own post bax ..
hmm .. sometimes i realli feel lk not lookin out for e traffic n jus let e car bang lo ..
i don noe y also .. im feelin very terrible .. i realli don noe wad to do to make myself feel better ..
mdm syarifah told me since i have taken my eng test n not so well done which i felt so , she said jus work hard for subsequent papers .. she said i don have to worry n think so much .. jus concentrate on studies ..
i cant let all this affect my performance .. i must realli stand up again .. i think wad happened this time realli affected me alot .. im no longer e cheerful me i used to me .. i don noe wad to do alrd ..
everything i do n say , to him , it's always wrong .. he nv listen .. even if i explain .. wat's e use of explainin den ..
i jus wanted to make things clear .. he jus don noe me ..
13 yrs without father love .. i guessed i long ago din treat him as my father .. i guess i don need him ..
but y do i feel so hurt ?! cos he threatened me ?! or cos he don trust me ..
y did he care when he don even believe me .. haix .. jus very very sad ..
jus wan to say something .. i don explain ! u don understand how i am feelin .. my teachers n classmates are much more better den u ! even though they are outsiders , but they listen n care ! unlike u , u jus shouted at me , even when i explained , u don believe ! u don even care ! when u saw me crying n holdin somewhere near my heart , u don even bother to ask y !! IHATEU !!! i don need u to survive in this world !
don blame me if one day i become emo .. don regret wad u have done n said ! WORDS U SAID CAN'T BE TAKEN BACK !! no use feelin remorseful .. wad is done is done .. i can't forgive u !
--- outsiders , are much more better den u ! ---
--- at least they care n listen ---
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