hell0s .. just bath , now a little refreshed ..
school was ok today , just that i felt tired ..
mr lim , see you soon ! take lots of care - to everyone out there ..
after school , went to canteen .. ate , did homework and a little ' revision ' on eng.
stopped the moment i felt headache .. recently having headache , maybe stress ?
too many things are happening ..
prepared for NDP training ..
towards the end , we ran up to our respective classes to go thru' everything ..
my class was at the second floor , 4/4 ^^
reached , felt breathless and dizzy ..
beared for awhile , but squad down soon after .. couldn't take it alrd ..
was seeing black shades in front of me , knew i was going to black out ..
cause of this : stress , tired , on medication ..
felt sad , didn't got to go thru' the whole thing ..
hopefully i will be better the next training ..
and thanks alot , to the guy in NCC , for bringing me down to rest ..
after that , went to canteen , rest .. and went off to causeway ..
blah blah blah ~
saw a couple , they were so sweet .. thought of us when i saw it ..

things aren't sorted out yet , btw. the two of us ..
i just hope that you would give me some time to think of what i really want ..
really sorry for hurting you , sorry for all the tears i caused recently ..
i don't understand my own feeling right now , i really need time ..

this week's really a very emotional one ..
sometimes , we would have to learn to let go ..

tomorrow , there's GB .. after that going to buy contacts then go exercise !
hopefully it would help release a bit of my stress too ..
and hopefully i wouldn't black out tomorrow like i almost did today ..
and that my shoulder recover soon !

i'm so tired ..

when things aren't the way you want it ..

added :
things to do :
- revision
- portfolio