hell0s ! back for posting ^^
just now went back school for oral ..
one word for my chi oral conversation : fail !
well , i waited very long for my turn , the last 5 ..
till 5 plus .. wasted lots of my time .. hahas ..
after that went to causeway with yuanlong , i kept laughing .. hahas ..
then yuanlong laughed also .. hahas ..
accompanied yuanlong to eat , had a great time although it was only 45 mins ..
then went to meet my mum , went to eat dinner ..
reached home , bath , packed my bag for tomorrow .. and now i'm here posting ^^

just now saw meimei when i reached school .. some ppl looked at me as if i skipped school or something .. cos i'm from sec 3 , so by right should be 2pm release , but i was in canteen at 1.20pm .. hahas ..
" no matter what happens , there'll always be ppl who cares , it's you who don't know until you realise . "
i was talking CRAP for conversation .. hahas .. mind blanked out , i'm just so lousy at MT oral ..
yuanlong saw him , sad , i didn't get to see him .. cos have to surrender phone ..
just now i finally told my mum my hard feelings ..
started saying , " ma , i don't feel like continuing with school alrd .. "
then my mum asked , " why not ? "
i replied , " i'm really very extremely stressed , i feel that everything is crashing down hard on me .. i know and understand math , but when exam paper is right in front of me , I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING , AT ALL ! " i almost cried ..
then i said , " i really feel like commiting suicide . "
then my mum replied something which touched me , " you're my only daughter , what will happen to me if you're gone ? i'm not forcing you to get all As , so long that you can get promoted , i'm happy . "
i told her , " i don't enjoy going to school , it's only that i get to see my friends . i feel like skipping school every now and then .. i hate homeworks , simply put , i hate studies .. "
then it all became quiet .. i really don't want to disappoint anyone with my results ..
i think i need counselling , seriously ..
PLS FOCUS , LINDA PANG !

i'll stop here .. byebyes ..
when it isn't too late yet ..