hell0s !
today was chem paper , put in my best effort , completed the whole paper ^^ yays ..
ate breakfast before exam today , as mr lim told me to yest ..
well , did work , i could concentrate better ^^
i didn't give up though , when time was running out , continued to do my qn , till pen's down ..
tomorrow will be history exam , must write fast .. hahas ..
after that will be having math lesson ..
after paper today , wait for weibing , jiali and cuiting .. went to qihua for their dental ..
then went to causeway , had lunch with jiali , walked ard , went to civic and went home ..
reached home , rest and slept .. very tired due to reasons mentioning later ..
slept till 4 plus , woke up and revised history ^^
then did some other stuffs , then came online ..

parents quarreled in the midnight 4 plus again , wanted to wake up at 5.40am , instead , i woke up at 4.20am ?
slept halfway , heard them quarreling ..
so i woke up , jumped when my father shouted at my mum ..
then my mum talked back , she cried !
i saw her cried , OMG ..
it's been years since i saw her cry ..
my heart aches a lot ..

so just now my bro and i were saying why we have this kind of father ..
i want to grow up sooner , earn money , take good care of my mum ..
i want to be able to protect her from any kind of harm ..
so if one day my mum was to come across my blog , or heard from someone ..
this is what i want to say : " ma , i love u ^^ "

why do you always have to let us down ..
why are you always venting on us after you lost in gambling ?
why do you have to hurt us ?
why do u have to make us hate you ..
stop threatening pls ..