things happened too suddenly ,
would i be able to face it ?

bad week ..
family matters , i guessed i would really need a lot of time to recover from this hurt ..
shall not talk much abt it ..
but thanks to ppl who cared ..
thanks alot to dear for letting me and my mum stay at your house ..
thanks yuanlong and jiali , for always encouraging me during these few days ..
and jiali , happy belated birthday ^^
both of you even thought of lending me money ..
i'm back home now .. i guess you all are disappointed ..
but i think that since this is a family matter , my family shall face it all together ..
no use hiding from the problem ..
thanks alot to mr lim too ..
well , there are some others i would like to thank too .. but it's getting late .. you know who you are , so " thank you " ^^
i really found who was a really good friend during this crucial period of time ..
i'm contented ^^

well , if he wants to scold , be it then ..
i'm just afraid i can't take it ..

today was CIP day ..
i broke down lots of time today ..
early in the morning on bus , in civic library , at foodcourt , outside dear's hse and in my hse ..
i guess all that i've kept inside me for the past few days were too much alrd ..

i might be smiling like i don't rmb a thing ,
but deep down inside , i'm hurting very badly ..

thank you and sorry .