though it hurts to struggle ;

one word , disappointed .
why is this the case , regretted .
you just don't realise , you don't realise how sad your parents will be .

had emath paper and SS paper today ..
tomorrow will be emath P2 .. sitting for the 2 hr 30 mins paper ..
emath was ok today , left a few blanks , didn't know how to do , but i'm sure i gave my best ..
SS was fine too .. but i rest my head on the table like every 5 mins .. having headache again ..
headache coming back again .. just felt another one mins ago ..
hopefully i don't feel headache tomorrow ..
not feeling very stress now though .. and , after i did my emath paper , i didn't really care if i would pass .. because i was very sure i did my best ^^
my hand did not shiver , only for the first few mins that i did .. yays !
a few more papers to go and i'm done ! hahas .. jiayous !
my nose is blocked .. feels terrible , don't fall sick now ~!
yays , next monday and tues is pupil's release day ! hahas ..
great news ~ after these few exams , and some reflection ..
i've decided , to carry on with school ^^ i won't let all these unnecessary prob pull me down !
while doing this few papers recently , i've been thinking if i really wanted to quit school ..
been thinking of what else i can do if i quit school .. since i'm alrd doing my exams , why let all my efforts go down the drain in just one moment of foolishness ..
furthermore , i'm studying for my future , don't want to let my parents down ..
parents worked so hard to raise me up , to make sure i get education ..
why quit studying when we can afford education ? there are ppl who wants to study but can't even afford a bottle of drink ..
i'll stop here , byebyes !
jiayous ! a smile a day keeps the worries away ^^