unable to accept your apologies ;

hell0s ! second post of the day .
just now washed clothes , used comp awhile then switched off comp.
went to take a nap , from 3.15pm-5.15pm ..
still very tired when i woke up .. felt super dizzy when i went to help my father lock the room door .. i wanted to just faint at that moment .. but thought of what if i faint and don't wake up ?
so quickly walked back to my bed , stood there for one min.
felt very weak , forced myself to take my hamster to bath ..
whenever i stand up from squatting down position or even bending down , i feel very terrible .. guess my anaemic condition is acting up alrd ..
after helping my hamster bath , i went to take a shower , then came online ..
feeling better alrd , but headache's killing me !
that weird headache is coming back too .. just one side , this time the right side ..
i better take good care of myself , before i fall really sick ..

just now had a bad chat with dear on msn ..
i'm sorry , just can't accept your apologies ..
i know , by apologising it really means you're sorry abt it , but ..
i'm lost for words ..
it hurts a lot ..
i know you're really sorry , just forget abt it ..
i don't know what has gotten into me recently ..
sorry.

ok , byebyes ..

everything is wrong.