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hell0s ! decided to edit the post , i don't want to be unhappy .. so yest night , something happened , which made me really sad and mad at myself .. cried to slp again , woke up at 12 plus due to a reason , teared then got knocked out .. jumped up from slp at 9am when my mum tapped me , heart was thumping fast .. felt dizzy , sat on bed for a little while , then went to shower and off i went to causeway with my mum .. was feeling down at first , but i wanted to make today a day which i smile , instead of getting so irritated with what's going on ard me .. it's really easier to smile then frown ! so , things went smoothly when i was outside .. back home at 2 plus , rest , online , slacked ard .. then bathed pudding , i went to shower , studied history then came to blog ..
i really wish things would turn out fine , it's hard to reassure myself times and again .. i don't really know what to say , how to react .. but like what i wrote in fb , " i don't want to know what will happen in future , i just want to cherish the present . " at least maybe i won't regret when it really happens ..
shall stop here , byebyes !

i hope so ,
cos i chose to love you on 090207 ...