chinese new year's eve !

hell0s ! it's the second time i'm posting ! didn't go out at all just now .. i've prepared alrd , then i couldn't find my card .. felt quite worried , attitude , cried .. my mum went out by her own .. started out badly in the morning , many things .. felt dizzy , back to sleep , woke up at 2 plus , showered and started my revision .. it's not really revision though , but i did my notes and lessons flashed through .. finished at 6.30pm .. anyway , halfway through my physics notes , he woke up .. didn't looked at him nor talked to him .. still feeling very sad and angry .. was it really my wrong ? felt that it was useless for me to study the moment he said that .. but while i was doing notes , " i study for the sake of my own future , not him . " i don't want to care about what he said anymore , there are many other ppl who cares for me .. ok , enough of him .. i guess there was no reunion dinner ? he ate , bro working , shirley went out , i was studying .. and i guess my mum alrd ate .. nvm , used to it alrd ..
anyway , yest saw his first ex at TPY .. hahas .. thought it was some classmate of his at first , then i knew it was his ex .. didn't really feel anything though .. hahas ..
shall stop here and go eat alrd .. byebyes !

never wanted it that way .