bad starting !
hell0s ! had a bad start today , really bad ..
sorry to jiali and yuanlong that i didn't talk much in the morning ..
was feeling really sad , scared , worried and angry ..
i was left alone to cry at the bus stop in the morning , mum went off to work .. i know she feels terrible too ..
i really wished for you to be there for me , lending me your shoulder to cry on , but i understand you're tired .. so it's ok ..
thanks a lot mr lim ! at least i felt better after saying it out ..sometimes , i really wish to wake up and just find that it was just a nightmare , but it's not .
he really scolded my mum at 4 plus in the morning , for two nights . why must it always be financial matters ? can't you talk nicely ? why must you do this ? why ?? was it her fault that YOU SOLD the house away ? if not for you , if not for your gambling habits , you wouldn't have to sell the flat ! i tried so hard to accept you for who you are , but you failed to prove to me that you'll change .. do you want history to repeat ? i really don't wish to stay with you anymore , i don't want to see all this , hear all your crap ! so what if you're my father ? if i respect you , shouldn't you respect us too ? i hate it when you threaten .. jump down , if you dare to ! i won't stop you ! you never realise how hard mum works just to support the family . you said you didn't touch a single cent of her salary , you sure abt it ? don't deny ! you said you asked her to LEND you $300 and she don't even have that ? you asked where her salary went to ? can't you think ?! don't claim that you're always right and we're always wrong ! do you think she can give you $300 in a day ? what abt you ? you only give her $30 , allowance for your kids ! what abt her own ? do you give her money ? i wonder if you're just dumb or just trying to play big . you're only good at gambling , smoking , scolding and hitting ppl ! what's the use ? what do you get from these in the end ? you'll just die painfully .. can't you just appreciate what others have done ? you haven't changed at all , just a little while and you're back to the same old you . i really wish i don't have to see you ever again , but i know that's impossible . why must you always relate your first wife to mum ! wake up ! she's not your first wife ! why must you always blame her on your misfortune ?!
blame it on yourself , you deserve it ! you don't deserve my respect at all ! YOU SUCK ! you're not a man ! you failed as a husband , as a father . I HATE YOU ! you kept hurting us , you never changed . i cried because i'm scared , i'm sad and disappointed , i'm angry , i'm worried ! do you ever think of how we feel ?!? are you the only one left in the world ?!? why are you so self-centred ?!? why do you care only abt money ?!? money doesn't bring happiness ! I HATE YOU !!
hell0s ! had a bad start today , really bad ..
sorry to jiali and yuanlong that i didn't talk much in the morning ..
was feeling really sad , scared , worried and angry ..
i was left alone to cry at the bus stop in the morning , mum went off to work .. i know she feels terrible too ..
i really wished for you to be there for me , lending me your shoulder to cry on , but i understand you're tired .. so it's ok ..
thanks a lot mr lim ! at least i felt better after saying it out ..sometimes , i really wish to wake up and just find that it was just a nightmare , but it's not .
he really scolded my mum at 4 plus in the morning , for two nights . why must it always be financial matters ? can't you talk nicely ? why must you do this ? why ?? was it her fault that YOU SOLD the house away ? if not for you , if not for your gambling habits , you wouldn't have to sell the flat ! i tried so hard to accept you for who you are , but you failed to prove to me that you'll change .. do you want history to repeat ? i really don't wish to stay with you anymore , i don't want to see all this , hear all your crap ! so what if you're my father ? if i respect you , shouldn't you respect us too ? i hate it when you threaten .. jump down , if you dare to ! i won't stop you ! you never realise how hard mum works just to support the family . you said you didn't touch a single cent of her salary , you sure abt it ? don't deny ! you said you asked her to LEND you $300 and she don't even have that ? you asked where her salary went to ? can't you think ?! don't claim that you're always right and we're always wrong ! do you think she can give you $300 in a day ? what abt you ? you only give her $30 , allowance for your kids ! what abt her own ? do you give her money ? i wonder if you're just dumb or just trying to play big . you're only good at gambling , smoking , scolding and hitting ppl ! what's the use ? what do you get from these in the end ? you'll just die painfully .. can't you just appreciate what others have done ? you haven't changed at all , just a little while and you're back to the same old you . i really wish i don't have to see you ever again , but i know that's impossible . why must you always relate your first wife to mum ! wake up ! she's not your first wife ! why must you always blame her on your misfortune ?!
blame it on yourself , you deserve it ! you don't deserve my respect at all ! YOU SUCK ! you're not a man ! you failed as a husband , as a father . I HATE YOU ! you kept hurting us , you never changed . i cried because i'm scared , i'm sad and disappointed , i'm angry , i'm worried ! do you ever think of how we feel ?!? are you the only one left in the world ?!? why are you so self-centred ?!? why do you care only abt money ?!? money doesn't bring happiness ! I HATE YOU !!
i don't want a father like you .
i'm not going to allow you to hurt mum !
i'm not going to allow you to hurt mum !
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