something's wrong ,

hell0s ! shall start with yest night ..

something happened between boonsiong and i last night , kind of quarreled in sms ? just very unhappy with each other i guess ..
i know you're hurt too , i just can't help it , can't help feeling that way ..
sorry ..
teared to sleep , then halfway when i was sleeping , felt someone on my bed , sitting down ..
opened my eyes and saw boonsiong ..
kind of surprised , was happy to see him ..
continued sleeping , he saw the message in my phone , talked to me awhile and i fell asleep ..
jumped up from sleep at 12am plus , went to washroom then he went back home ..
i know i shouldn't be asking all those questions , but sometimes it really scares me with the thought of it ..
i shouldn't have thought abt that in the first place , sorry ..
wanting to know a truth is one thing , knowing it is another .
sometimes , by asking for the truth , you end up hurting yourself ..

back to today , school was quite ok , torturing in the morning due to my feeling of lousiness ..
i feel so helpless , so stress , feel like giving up ..
but no matter how tough it will be , i'll not give up , i'll try ..
i can't just give up without trying ..
someone will knock the sense out of me .. hahas ..
jiayous !
was very blur after i met meimei , kind of irritated with myself but still was able to keep calm ^^
i think i'm just tired , can't think properly ..
something is wrong with me , my left side of the stomach hurts at times .. super painful ..
if there's 2.4km run tomorrow , i hope my stomach wouldn't hurt ..
i want to pass my 2.4km run ! jiayous !
there are few things i really need to do ..
first , go check up if the pain insists .
second , study !
third , don't be someone who can't take setbacks !
jiayous !! hahas ..
shall stop here , byebyes !

nothing is impossible to a willing heart .