smile !

hell0s ! i'm back ! hahas ..
all right , school today was GREAT ! with a little bit of frustration ..
today started out great ! i feel good ! happy !
anyway , it was raining in the morning so didn't had run , i don't even know if i passed or not ..
so went to ISH , some had to retest static stations , the guys played dodgeball , few of them played badminton , the girls played badminton too!
teamed with yuanlong , against celestine and jocelene :)
it has been years since i played the sport ! enjoyed it , FUN !
troubles went away ~~
after that was normal lessons , then school ended !
took bus home , when it was leaving checkpoint , there was a traffic jam !
the bus took another route , the one to marsiling sec , expected ..
didn't really panic , there was this auntie who was shocked .. hahas ..
then she immediately pressed the bell but the driver ignored her .. hahas
anyway , went past the bus stop outside marsiling sec. , then i saw a guy scratching his head , pointing at the bus and talking to his friend ..
he must be wondering why the bus took the route .. hahas ..
their expressions were funny ! so cool ! i want another time ! hahas ..
ok , shall talk about other things now ..

i know my combined humanities marks already , failed ..
few of my classmates cried , i wanted to cry .. but what's the point ?
" it's normal to feel down when this happens , but make sure you don't give up . " :) !
yes , don't give up ! failing is ok , what matters most is that you've tried !
i put in a lot of effort , but got the question wrongly , for SS ..
i passed my history paper ! but overall still failed ..
it's ok , i'm going to do better for the next time ! i'm not going to give up just like that !
know my chi P1 results also , not up to expectation ..
i expected the teacher to scold us , she always does when we don't do well ..
but not this time , she saw the effort we put in !
she told us not to be affected by the results ..
she don't want us to be affected ..
our effort aren't wasted , though it's not paid off but keep trying ! don't give up !
i think i'm really trying to think positively with regards to studies , not going to find excuses when i see the grades in my report book ..
one who find excuses to cover up his mistakes all the time , never finds a way to success !
know what ? i actually don't feel like checking my papers tomorrow , but i have to face it ..
currently , i've failed two subjects .. amath and combined humans.
i feel so disheartened , why when i've put in my best effort ? not very for amath ..
forget it , no matter what happens in life , move on . be happy ! :)
time waits for no one , so i've got to take the opportunity to look through my work during june hol !
oh yes , i've gotten my eng. hol. assg ! OMG , 10 papers to do ! start next week !

why did i even thought about that ?! did that person thought about that too ?
is it only me ?
why ?
maybe i should stop thinking , maybe i should continue considering , maybe ...
how would i know if that will be a right decision ? or would it be a wrong one ?
byebyes !

isn't that so ?