been so long ,

hell0s ! i slept late last night , at 3am ! hahas ..
i broke my record , latest sleeping time so far for this hol ! hahas
cos' i was chatting on msn with meimei and dear !

i think dear and i had a little quarrel , was it a quarrel ? hahas i don't really know ..
but we're fine now !
we talked about a lot of things , from the future to the present then back to the future ..
all with regards to studies and work ..
told him how i felt about certain things ..
seriously , i didn't even realised he was feeling stressed ..
because he have to balance between relationship and work ..
he has a lot to do at work , and i know he can't take leave as and when i want him to ..
whenever he has no time to be with me , i feel so upset , stressing him more ..
yet he doesn't even tell me , even continuing to shower me with his love .
i guess it's quite true he neglected my feelings , but at the same time i didn't even care if he was ok with everything ..
so both of us are at fault ..
dear , i'm sorry that i didn't think for you ..
and i told him something on msn last night , but i'm going to rephrase cos' it's a little sensitive ..
i'll be typing it at the end of the post !
i'm glad we managed to talk it over ..
hahas , " don't cry le k .. " !
that is what dear would often tell me when i cry , so i smsed him that last night !
dear , remember not to neglect your family !
not mentioning friends as his friends are from work ! they see each other almost everyday , working together ! hahas ..

then i really want to let my friends know that , though i don't often do dedication for you all , that doesn't mean that i don't care and i don't cherish you all !
i have a few true friends and i know very well who they are , without doubt !
but surely , there are still some i don't know whether they are or not ..
cos' it's through actions that i know who my true friends are ..
whether or not you think you are my true friend , i'm really glad to have known you all ..
we might not be that close , but every single one of you left footprints ..
each of you made me realised at least one thing , i'm not naming it though ..
esp to my true friends , i want you all to know that you're very important to me ..
sometimes without knowing , i might have made you all felt like you are a nobody to me , and i'm really sorry for that ..
but the truth is that you all mean a lot to me !
i'm glad i have true friends , like you all ! loved ♥!

time is passing really fast today , maybe cos' i'm thinking more ? hahas ..
anyway , i woke up at 11.51am today !
i know that's random ..
i'm missing ppl ..
i miss dear , i miss my friends and i miss PF ( school ) !
one week left to the start of term 3 , semester 2 !
for this hol. i've been slacking and slacking , except for the first week !
i'm going to find time for library next week ! hahas ..
shall stop here , byebyes !

you can give me what others can't !