dear's book in !

hell0s ! dear has booked in already and i miss him now !
yest dear stayed overnight at my hse ! before that , i went to wait for him under his blk secretly and surprised him outside his hse ! hahas ..
waited for near 2 hrs but the wait was worth it ! cos' i got to see him in his smart 4 ! and i'm the first person he saw ! hahas ..
dear looks good in his smart 4 ! ^^
then left his house at 10plus at night and went over to my hse ..
slack awhile then went to slp ..
went out at 11plus in the morning today ..
went to woodlands checkpoint to buy stuffs and had lunch over there ..
went over to his house after that , slacked and accompanied him downstairs to photocopy stuffs ..
i almost slipped on the way to the shop cos' the floor was wet and slippery .. luckily dear was holding me , if not i think my shorts would have been wet ! hahas ..
so dear , next time whenever it's raining , you'll have to hold me tight ! hahas ♥
back to his hse and he started packing ..
went out at 5.30pm , i got on the bus back home and he went off ..

dear , tonight is the 9th night without you ..
you're booking out next fri ~ yays !
when i saw you yest , i felt so happy .. when you hugged me yest , it felt so great ..
when you held my hand yest , i felt so safe .. when you kissed me yest , i felt so loved
( esp the kiss on my forehead ! )
i guess you were really very tired from the trainings , cos' you fell asleep quite fast ! hahas ..
i took quite awhile to fall asleep , cos' i was looking at you sleep .. hahas ..
asked you a few qns when i was at your hse today ..
well dear , i'm just asking ..
i will wait for you , cos' i want to be with you ..
and i want only you , nobody else ..
you've also said that many things will happen within this two yrs and nothing is for sure , but one thing i know for sure is that we will be able to go through every obstacles we encounter together ..
we'll stay strong and support each other together ..
i enjoyed the time with you yest night and this afternoon ..
i shall wait patiently for next fri to come ^^
no matter how long it takes , i'll wait .. even if in future you're not together with me , i won't regret making this choice to wait and be with you ..
cos' i believe you're my true love .. even if others say you're not the right one , i am very very sure you are , cos' i'm letting you be my right one ! happiness lies within our hands , no one can control our feelings , what we feel is best for us might not be .. but true happiness you feel from being with that person cannot be denied ..
so dear , i've decided and won't regret allowing you to be my true happiness ..
being with you makes me happy and relaxed .. you make me feel loved .. you make me feel and always assure me that no one and nothing can ever break us apart ..
most importantly , you make me feel important !
iloveyou dear ! ♥ jiayous for your training !

YYAZN ; ♥