never thought i would cry so hard .

hell0s !
dear's gone to KL , now on the way alrd ..
i woke up extremely early today ..
i woke up at 5.50am today .. before that got msg dear for a few times ..
then i msg him again , can't slp ..
so , msg all the way till he can't msg , which was just a few mins ago ..
sent him one msg at 7.50am ..
know what , i cried for 2 hours .. from 5.50am-7.50am ..
my eyes are red and swollen now ..
really feels bad to know that he wouldn't be in singapore for 6 days ..
didn't bear to let him go .. i should have hugged him yest when i had the chance ..
nvm , i'll wait for him to come back ..
like what he said , treat it like a trial for his service next yr ..
at least he would be in singapore ..
dear , i'll take care of myself here .. don't worry ^^ iloveyoo ♥
currently washing clothes , realised that dear has always been the one who stays by my side , keeping me going whenever hard times come , guiding me to think positively ..
everytime i review the msgs he sent me before going to KL & genting , i feel like crying .. but i tell myself that he'll come back soon ..
so dear , if by any chance you get connection there and come to my blog , remember to tag ! & don't msg me , i don't want you to waste your money ^^

later going out with friends , so i better cheer up ! hahas ..
i'll go wash clothes and post in priv. blog now .. not sure if i'll post again ..
so stay tune ! hahas ..
byebyes !

it's not a dream , it's a fact that he has gone to m'sia ..