be happy !

hell0s !
went to causeway with my mum in the morning , back at 1 plus ..
i feel so tired looking at the emath homework , did one question and stopped ..
i think my brain is really tired , tired of studies ..
but what's the use of feeling tired , i still have to study , i'm going to start revision from tomorrow ! even if it's just a little bit ..
anyway , did testimonial online , submitted !
after that read teenage magazine and i'm here to blog ! hahas ..
feeling quite emotional recently , don't wish to blog about things that are bothering me ..
i just want to get over it soon ..

if time could rewind and i was more sensible , i would not choose that path ..
i'm not blaming on anyone , but myself ..
maybe i was stupid , but why do they seem so happy ? is it only me who is feeling this way , or is there someone else ?
enough about this , all these would be over soon ^^ be happy ! a minute you spend being upset or angry over something , is a min that you lose which you'll remember forever .

recently , things keep happening between boonsiong and me ..
quarrels , sadness , anger , jealousy ..
i guess it's more of my fault , always thinking too much and letting my feeling of lousiness get over me ..
i feel so dejected ..
why must i think so much ?
i'm sorry , about the msg and about the work ..
i really hope things would get better ..
sorry that i didn't trust you , sorry for making you angry , sorry for throwing my temper ..

shall stop here , byebyes !

no matter how depressed you are , don't shut everyone out .