never alone :)

hell0s ! i'm back to post ^^
anyway , had GB award ceremony at MGS today , we got silver for company award 09' ! cheers to GB 79th ! ^^
after that , changed and went to jurong point with apples ..
homed at 8 plus , now blogging ..
meimei , cheer up ! there'll always be me ! remember , even if i'm gone , i would want to be the sky ^^ !

sometimes i just feel so sad , i know there are ppl i can talk to , but i just don't wish to appear sad or even say out ..
recently , i feel like going emo again , like how i was during sec 2 ..
don't talk about what's bothering me ..
but things are suffocating me ..
i feel so alone there , i feel as if i don't belong ..
i hate it when things come crashing down , but this is life ..
it's really difficult to fake a smile , or act as if everything is all right ..
i feel like crying , but nothing good will happen even if i cry ..
on the outside , ppl think that we're really good , but actually it's not really what ppl see ..
shall stop here , byebyes ..

i wish i beared to leave ..