ma , i love you !

hell0s ! i'm feeling fine , i feel the kind of support inside my heart whenever my mum is with me !
he scolded my mum again , yelled at her again ..
i shall wait and see what you'll do ..
i cannot be feeling down , cos' i think what my mum needs the most now is support from us ..
if i feel down , how am i going to lend her a ear or how am i going to support her morally ..
& my mum must be feeling tons lousier than how i am feeling ..
so what i'm feeling or facing is not the worst yet ..
i've to be strong , so when the worst come , i can handle it ..
it won't be easy though , but i got to try , starting from now ..
yes , i'm expecting the worst .. always expect the unexpected , even if it meant wasting your time , cos' you never know if it'll happen ..
actually i have to go for the cip at library today too , but seeing the sadness in my mum's eyes , i decided not to go ..
though i would have to extend the dates , but it's better than leaving my mum alone , feeling sad ..
like i once told meimei , even if i am taking my o lvls and something happens to my mum , i would run out of the exam hall .. i don't care if i'm not able to take the exams next time , cos' my mum means much more than my cert.
you can always take your exams again , be it private or not , but you can never have your kin again , when they're gone .
shall stop here , going out with my mum alrd , byebyes !

i don't want to see you sad .