time ,

i don't know how long i'll need to get over this , maybe a little while , maybe never .
i'm feeling down , really really down . i don't feel like talking to anyone .
really sorry to apples for not turning up . i hope you all understand ..
i don't know what's wrong with me , i just feel so down and emotionless at the same time .
have i got tired of crying over the same thing for so many times ?
i don't know what i'm thinking right now , i feel so blank .
i don't want this to affect my studies ..
i don't know if i need ppl to be with me right now , or to be alone .
if i leave , i never want to come back ..

would it be better for you if you're not with me ?

thought it was just a bad dream , woke up to find my eyes swollen . it's the fact , accept it .