alone .

hell0s !
woke up at 10plus today , had a really very bad dream , tragic death !
frightened by the dream , i hope it doesn't come true ..
wonder why i keep having weird dreams , i hope it isn't my intuition ..
i hope those dreams are the oppo. in reality ..
it felt like i've dreamt of that dream before ..
so real ..
when i woke up , i sat on my bed for like 15mins , i was too scared to move ..
the scenes kept flashing past ..
finally , i got myself to move , went to wash up ..
even when i was brushing my teeth , i had that feeling that something bad is going to happen ..
but still , nothing happened ..
recently i've been feeling this way , am i thinking too much ? i hope so !
having almost accurate sixth sense isn't a good thing !
hahas , enough about this ..
switched on the comp. > showered at 12plus > out at 1plus alone to Orchard !
went to look for my mum , then i went window shopping at FEP ALONE!
my first time walking alone outside , so far away from woodlands ..
cos' usually i only go to woodlands alone to wait for my mum ..
the feeling of being alone is nice yet boring !
being alone allows me to think of stuffs without distraction , walk wherever i like ..
but seeing ppl with their friends laughing around , talking .. makes me feel so bored ! hahas ..
i even ' hmm ' to myself several times ! hahas !
FEP is kind of boring ! i prefer Bugis Street !
didn't buy anything , nothing caught my eye !
maybe i should go there some other day again with someone !
so it'll not be so boring ! hahas ..
i'm bad at directions when i'm at Orchard , i walked the wrong route two times ! on the way to FEP ..
OMG , so embarrassing ! reached FEP at 3pm , shopped till 4pm and went back to ION !
walked around , i still find it boring ~~!
met my mum at 5plus , went to Yishun to take my dinner !
home afterwards ! hahas ..
currently thinking about tomorrow's plan , what should i do ?
didn't meet boonsiong for 6 days alrd , tomorrow will be a week !
he's so busy working ~!
i hope he gets an off day on Monday !
i love listening to songs when i'm on public transport which would last longer than 20mins !
so great ! hahas random ~!
ok , shall stop posting , byebyes !

♫ maybe this is love !