heartbroken ,

something bad happened at home ..
i guess nobody can ever understand my fear ..
the moment i saw you grabbing her arm , the moment i shouted at you , the moment tears came rolling down , the moment past scenes flashed through , the moment fear stroke me ..
it always happens , the same thing , and i cry all over again for the same thing ..
and then i'll never be able to forget today .
i don't want to stay at home for now , i need to be out ..
so i'm still choosing to go study , at least for a little while it would keep my thoughts away ..
my eyes are swollen , i'm wondering what about my mum's ?
she must be feeling way lousier than me ..
i don't want to leave and have to come back again , like last year ..
i don't feel like talking about it ..
so i'll just smile !
byebyes ..

same reason to cry .