negativity !

hell0s ! i'm back once again !
today was a long day , tiring but happy !
i woke up at 8am , bathed my hamster and i went to shower after that ..
met yuanlong , jiali and saufong for breakfast !
after that went to church to ask for GB fortnight donations !
heavy rain when we wanted to go off , so wait for a little while more ..
decided to go off after waiting for like 15mins and the rain was not stopping
good thing one of the Pastor ' ferry ' us to the bus stop with the umbrella ! thank you ! ^^
reached causeway , accompanied my junior with my friends to buy her stuffs ..
then i went off first , to the library to meet dear !

reached the library at around 2pm ..
settled down and studied , i really did !
good to study with dear ! i completed my emath AHS P2 ! yays !
hahas , was feeling a little down when i just reached library ..
anyway , homework all the way until 5.30pm i think ..
headed for late lunch with dear afterwards .. that's my dinner too !
some stuffs happened between the both of us after lunch ..
but we're fine now ! hahas ..
slacked around at causeway after that , went home at 7plus ..
rest till 8plus and i went to shower ! currently blogging ! hahas ..
oh ! i saw jiali and her mum at interchange ! shocked ! hahas !

my thoughts are still very negative , mood swings ..
one minute i'm calm , the another minute i feel agitated ..
another minute i'm ok , then i'm upset , then i'm fed up ..
then i'll vent whatever my emotions are on something / someone ..
to dear , sorry that i let go of your hand just now when you tried to pull me back ..
i don't really know what to say now , my mind is super blank !
and thank you dear ! for donating $10 to the GB fortnight card ! and i really thank everyone else who have donated too ! ^^
i guess i really need time to manage my emotions , i feel so messed up right now .. is this called emotional breakdown ? or is this emotionally unstable ?
hahas i really don't know , but i really hope to stop all those negative thoughts ! jiayous !
it'll be selfish of me if i choose the easy way out ..
there are ppl who cares ! remember that ! be positive ! hahas ..
i shall stop here , tune in for the next post ! most probably next sat !
byebyes !

YYAZN ; ♥
please don't walk away .