first day ,

it's the first day without you dear ..
i really miss you a lot ..
i wish i can see you now , wish i can hug you now .. i wish i can be with you now ..
sent you to tekong today , sad that we didn't have the chance to hug before you go ..
i dropped a few tears when you waved your last goodbye to us ..
i didn't cry after that but i had the feeling to ..
i just kept controlling , telling myself that i'll be able to see you next tues ..
this was the positive thought ..
the negative thoughts were ..
no one for me to hug with , no one for me to hold hand with , no chest for me to lie on and many more ..
one day is going to pass soon , tomorrow will be the second day ..
a week will pass by fast ..
i just feel like hugging you tightly now ..
i listened to the voice memo already , i smiled i felt like crying ..
iloveyou ..
but i just wish i could see you and hear your voice ..
the voice memo didn't help much , the photos didn't help much too ..
i guess i won't be posting our photos today , maybe tomorrow ..
i'm so glad that your POP is on 8 Jan 11' , which is a saturday and also our 3yrs 9mths ..
you're 21 , you've gone to NS and now you're a man .. hahas ..
jiayous for the service dear ..
my love will support you !
it seems so fast , you're now in tekong already ..
i hope you have a good night slp ..
don't worry about me ..
love will be there ! hahas ..
but too bad it can't talk to me ..
i guess i'll stop here , byebyes dear !

missing you ..