new phone !

hell0s ! i'm back to post ! ^^
i'm feeling much better now .. oh and if you see my pic clearly , you can see triple eyebags ! OMG ! hahas ..
something happened in the morning on Sat , 5plus ..
i had to cancel the gathering with apples .. sorry about that ..
that matter made me ' lose my mind ' .. i kind of went crazy ..
anyway before that dear was staying at my hse and he had to leave at 5plus due to the problem ..
i guess i felt really really tired that morning .. i felt so unhappy , so vexed ..
so , i vented it on dear .. to vent my frustration , i sort of deliberately found something to argue with him .. i guess i wanted to wash away the hurt by venting it on someone else , but it failed ..
instead , i hurt him with my words .. i didn't want to care anymore , i felt like giving up , i felt like dying .. at that moment when i broke down , crying on my bed .. i felt like carrying out my death plan ..
then , i feel asleep at 9plus near 10 in the morning ..
when i woke up and looked through the texts that i sent , i felt bad ..
i'm sorry dear , sorry for hurting you .. even though i kept pushing you away in sms , telling you to leave me alone , you continued to accompany me in sms ..
i don't know what is the problem now , i don't even know if there's a problem ..
so i shall not say much .. hahas ..

anyway dear stayed overnight at my hse on Sat night again ..
so the next day , Sunday , we went out with my mum at ard 10.15 in the morning ..
went to the marsiling wet market to pay the rental fee ..
then we headed to North Point ..
and i bought a new phone , SE E15i Experia X8 ! hahas .. i bought pink colour , touch phone ..
i didn't really wanted a touch phone , but there was no other phone that i like .. and my prev phone died on me .. hahas ..
it cannot be charged anymore !
dear made several calls to rush the $100 voucher , but to no avail .. thanks for your effort dear , love you !
well , i love my phone a lot ! bought it with the 2 ppl i love a lot ! my mum and dear ! hahas ..
went to eat Mac before that .. after that , mummy went for job hunting but she don't want the job .. cos' the pay is low ..
went off to dear's house after that while mummy continued to shop at NP ..
it was raining super heavily ! reached dear's house , went to toilet and in to his room ! hahas ..
rest for awhile and he went to pack .. left at about 6pm ..
he sent me to the bus stop , waited for me to go on the bus and went off for his book in !
dear told me he felt like crying when he was on the ferry to tekong ! and he's booking out on thurs midnight ! but not sure is it thurs or fri he's refering to ! hahas ..
but from next week onwards , he'll be booking out on Sat !!! which is a bad thing .. cos' i'll have very little time with him ..
nvm nvm , few more weeks and he's going to go through the POP ! ^^

didn't go for CCA today , cos .. shall not mention here , hahas ..
maybe i'll be doing my homework later ? hahas see how ! =DD
kind of lazy to do , or rather not enough discipline ! hahas ..
anyway i transfered some photos and songs into my phone ! hahas but i don't know how to bluetooth to ppl ! i'm thinking if it can be sent via bluetooth !
hahas .. shall stop here , i'm hungry ! byebyes !

love the way you stroked my hair ..