about you ,

hell0s dear ! this post is specially dedicated to you ! happy ? love me more ?? hahas .. this post is written in advance and saved as a draft , so you will be able to read on sunday when we're at your hse ! ^^
i want you to be the first person to read this !

HAPPY 3YRS 8MTHS !!
we've been through so much , so much effort put in , so much emotions in it , so much obstacles gone through ..
dear , nothing is really perfect in our love .. we quarrel a lot in the past , got jealous and quarreled over somebody else .. but that's all in the past , i love you not only for the happy moments , but also the tough moments we had together .. cos' those are the memories only we both share ..
one thing i really love about you is that you're different from other guys out there ..
you often say you're half girl and half guy ..
but i don't think it's like what you say .. it's just that you understand girls more , you understand why they feel or think in whichever way ..
just like you understand why i often ask you some stupid questions , just like you understand why i get jealous ..
you never fail to assure me everytime i feel insecure , you know i'm feeling insecure whenever i ask you those stupid questions ..
no matter how many times i ask you , your ans is always the same ..
i'll remember your ans by heart ..
i don't want to quarrel with you over somebody else anymore ..
cos' i trust you , i believe that our love is strong enough , nobody and nothing can break us apart ..
you don't mind about my past , you don't mind about my family background ..
sometimes , i think i'm not good enough for you cos' of my character and family background ..
i'm unreasonable in love , i'm over-sensitive in love .. i have a complicated family , with never-ending problems ..
i change what i can , try to be more understanding ..
but i can't change my family background ..
despite my flaws and family background , you continued to love me and offered help ..
you love me for who i am and not for my family background ..
it's tough when i have never-ending family problems and you have to suffer with me .. you never once complained about how tough it was for you , you never once thought of leaving me for a better life with someone else ..
i feel really fortunate to have you with me , i found someone who would love me forever & always ! and that's you , dear ..
to me , forever & always is nothing without you ! so i need you , forever & always !
iloveyou dear , unconditionally and wholeheartedly ! ♥

forever & always is everything with you !
you play a big part in my life !