HAPPY 3YRS 8MTHS ♥!
hell0s dear ! happy 3yrs 8mths !
though we didn't get to celebrate tgt , but this is not what that matters most .. hahas ..
we still have got lots of chances ahead .. so not to worry ! hahas ..
anyway recently i reflected on some stuffs between the 2 of us ..
i guess this few days without contacting you , it made me reflect on some stuffs and i know what i want for us , what i want for you .. what i want myself to be , for you ..
i really have to be more understanding , let you have your freedom ..
let you go out with your friends and stop being paranoid ..
it's actually thanks to fb that made me reflect .. cos' i went to look at my photos and your profile photos .. i realised that i have quite a no. of albums taken with my friends while yours has only a few ..
i started to ask myself why this was so .. i guess it's maybe because of me .. cos' i often think a lot , feel insecure , doubt you and restrict your freedom ..
sorry dear !
our relationship started too fast , just after knowing each other for 3 days ..
i don't understand you much yet and went into a r/s with you , which resulted in our breakup on 160307 ..
maybe it's because of our lack of understanding for each other .. but after we patched back and started to know each other more , things got better ..
it's the first time throughout this 3yrs 8mths that we're not contacting each other ..
it's another test to our relationship once more ..
1 2 3 more days and i'll see you ~!
so what if you weren't the type of guy i was looking for in the first place ..
it doesn't matter anymore .. cos' i think i'm really fortunate to have you .. hahas ..
and another thing i reflected on , is the question i asked you on sunday in sms , about me going to poly ..
i guess you know what i'm referring to ..
i came to realise that it's not only me who is worried about what might happen in future .. you are worried too , only that you don't show or even say out ..
you're worried or would feel at least a little bit insecure when i go out with my friends , be it guys or girls ..
you're also worried that things might change when i go to poly .. it goes the same for me .. worried about this kind of things .. there are so many better guys and girls out there , there are no certainties .. we cannot tell what will happen 2 yrs down the road .. but what i'm certain of is " my love for you will never stop " .. does it sound familiar ? hahas .. this is what you always tell me to assure me ..
i know you need assurance too , so that's the assurance ! ^^
i should trust you 101% , i'll try even though it might take time as it's difficult .. you know the reason why ..
but i'm not comparing , i really want to trust you but it'll take quite some time ..
sorry if it hurts ..
i want to see you soon dear ! 1 2 3 more days to saturday ! hahas ..
i will be going down to pasir ris , going out ard 11am i think ? hahas ..
i kind of feel that i've never thought of your safety until monday night ..
suddenly i'm very worried for you .. i hope you're safe there .. hope you enjoy the outfield , stay strong and hang tough ! hahas ..
i hope you received the letter ! jiayous =D
once again , happy 3yrs 8mths ! 1398 days since 090207 ♥!
ILOVEYOO F&A *
hell0s dear ! happy 3yrs 8mths !
though we didn't get to celebrate tgt , but this is not what that matters most .. hahas ..
we still have got lots of chances ahead .. so not to worry ! hahas ..
anyway recently i reflected on some stuffs between the 2 of us ..
i guess this few days without contacting you , it made me reflect on some stuffs and i know what i want for us , what i want for you .. what i want myself to be , for you ..
i really have to be more understanding , let you have your freedom ..
let you go out with your friends and stop being paranoid ..
it's actually thanks to fb that made me reflect .. cos' i went to look at my photos and your profile photos .. i realised that i have quite a no. of albums taken with my friends while yours has only a few ..
i started to ask myself why this was so .. i guess it's maybe because of me .. cos' i often think a lot , feel insecure , doubt you and restrict your freedom ..
sorry dear !
our relationship started too fast , just after knowing each other for 3 days ..
i don't understand you much yet and went into a r/s with you , which resulted in our breakup on 160307 ..
maybe it's because of our lack of understanding for each other .. but after we patched back and started to know each other more , things got better ..
it's the first time throughout this 3yrs 8mths that we're not contacting each other ..
it's another test to our relationship once more ..
1 2 3 more days and i'll see you ~!
so what if you weren't the type of guy i was looking for in the first place ..
it doesn't matter anymore .. cos' i think i'm really fortunate to have you .. hahas ..
and another thing i reflected on , is the question i asked you on sunday in sms , about me going to poly ..
i guess you know what i'm referring to ..
i came to realise that it's not only me who is worried about what might happen in future .. you are worried too , only that you don't show or even say out ..
you're worried or would feel at least a little bit insecure when i go out with my friends , be it guys or girls ..
you're also worried that things might change when i go to poly .. it goes the same for me .. worried about this kind of things .. there are so many better guys and girls out there , there are no certainties .. we cannot tell what will happen 2 yrs down the road .. but what i'm certain of is " my love for you will never stop " .. does it sound familiar ? hahas .. this is what you always tell me to assure me ..
i know you need assurance too , so that's the assurance ! ^^
i should trust you 101% , i'll try even though it might take time as it's difficult .. you know the reason why ..
but i'm not comparing , i really want to trust you but it'll take quite some time ..
sorry if it hurts ..
i want to see you soon dear ! 1 2 3 more days to saturday ! hahas ..
i will be going down to pasir ris , going out ard 11am i think ? hahas ..
i kind of feel that i've never thought of your safety until monday night ..
suddenly i'm very worried for you .. i hope you're safe there .. hope you enjoy the outfield , stay strong and hang tough ! hahas ..
i hope you received the letter ! jiayous =D
once again , happy 3yrs 8mths ! 1398 days since 090207 ♥!
ILOVEYOO F&A *
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