shopping with dear ♥!

heys ! i'm back to post , hahas ..
school was fine , except that i missed 2 days of sch this week .. due to a reason , which i shall not mention ..
but so far , 2011 is quite bad for me ..
lots of emotions , lots of negativity .. i realised i'm starting to abuse myself physically ..
not slashing , but hitting myself whenever i'm angry or upset or frustrated ..
i need to stop all these .. i need to stop thinking so negatively , i need to stop abusing myself physically ..

went out to Bugis with dear yest ! accompanied him to buy his CNY clothes , he bought two sets in total ! hahas i got good taste for guys' clothes ! =D
example : i saw another bermuda which i thought was nicer than the white one which dear was holding on to , i told him and he agreed ! but too bad , his size is out of stock .. LOL so he took another one , which was quite nice ! ^^
i didn't buy anything , hahas .. cos' i still have got 2 dresses which i haven't even wear it ..
so i'm going to wear them on CNY ~! i will be going with dear to his relative's house on the first day ! and most probably will be spending the second day with my family plus dear ! =D
guys' clothes are really very exp ! 2 sets and it cost dear $61 ! hahas .. but the designs are nice ! so it's worth it !
and dear paid for my school bag ! which cost $42 !! thanks dear , iloveyou !
anyway , my old school bag spoiled .. as i was too nervous while waiting for the O lvl emath results on monday , i played with the zip .. then , it came out .. LOL .. and because it has no zip , i can't put my belongings inside ! so , i decided to get a new bag ! hahas ..
my bag is pink colour again ! and it looks normal , but i like it ! a present from dear ♥♥ ! hahas ..
i bought a pink wallet as well .. it cost me $10 and dear said it was nice ! my old wallet is going to spoil very soon .. so i thought i might as well get a new one since i was at Bugis ! the wallet caught my eye the moment i walked past that shop ! =D
after that , we went to Iluma .. and i disturbed dear on the way to Iluma ! hahas ..
dear laughed a lot ! ^^ after that , we walked around and went to the arcade ..
sat down for awhile as i was feeling a little unwell .. got a kiss from him and continued walking ! hahas saw so many stitch !
went back at 5plus near 6pm .. reached home at 7plus ! rest for awhile and i went to shower ! had my dinner , slacked and slept at 10plus ! hahas ..
when we were resting after we reached home , i told dear something secretive .. hahas and he got so happy .. LOL ..

our relationship got much more stable this week .. but i said something which hurt him a lot on friday night ..
i'm sorry dear ..
i shall stop thinking so much .. i guess i let my mind and emotions control me too much ..
i must trust dear .. i don't wish to quarrel over somebody else anymore ..
i hope we can talk it out nicely instead of quarrelling ..
i enjoyed myself with you yest ! iloveyoo ♥!

Forever & Always ;