CNY 2011 !

hell0s ! i had a wonderful CNY ! ^^
for the first day , 030211 , i went over to dear's relative's place at Hougang ..
that was dear's mother's side .. collected $50 in total !
the second day , i had dinner at fish & co. JP and night movie " Alls well ends well " at CWP with my mum , my bro , Shirley and dear !! ♥♥
for the third day , i went over to dear's relative's place again , this time at Seng Kang and it was dear's father's side , collected $48 in total .. hahas ..

and dear saw me playing with his baby girl cousin on the first day ! >.< ..
in total , i have $198 .. but i'm left with $168 now .. cos' $30 was spent on the movie tickets .. hahas ..
if you're wondering where that $100 comes from , it's from my mum ! but she said half of the $100 comes from my father .. which i don't believe .. hahas ..
but well , $100 is a lot .. i shall not spend on anything unnecessary , i shall put it in my bank acc soon ! hahas ..
i had fun for the past few days .. and today , i'll be going over to dear's place .. he's booking in later on !
I ENJOYED MYSELF FOR CNY 2011 ! =DD the upcoming occasion will be valentine's day ! i'll be celebrating it with dear on 120211 , which is also the 4th yr since we met and first started out ! hahas ..
later on , when i come back in the evening , i'll be doing my english essays and summary .. hahas ..

dear , thanks for the past few days ..
for the past 3 days , i keep having lots of questions in my mind , which i asked you .. esp. during the night , i will start thinking ..
i'm sorry , i am really trying my best to trust you ..
i know the lack of trust would ruin our relationship , i don't want that to happen ..
that is why , on the second night , i told you something , which i've been keeping from you for almost 4 years ..
cos' i trust that you won't leave me because of that .. and i don't want to lie to you anymore .. i think i must have hurt you although you said you would think positively ..
i'm really sorry .. as i told you in sms , i actually cried a bit ..
cos' i thought of the hugg and everything during the time we broke up ..
i don't want to lose you anymore ..
thanks for always giving in to me .. and for not doing things i don't like ..
i like the huggs you give when we are quarrelling or after we quarrelled .. but i don't like us to quarrel .. i know you don't like it also ..
i'm sorry for hurting you or making you angry ..
iloveyou ♥

i think we are fated to be together ; 8994 , 0804