happiest day ♥!

hell0s hell0s ! i'm really happy now ! hahas ..
so far for 2011 , today is the happiest day ! =D
i met dear at 8plus near 9 in the morning at causeway mac , had breakfast and headed to his house .. slept till 12plus near 1pm and dear went to prepare ..
went out , trained to Harbourfront .. we were looking for Harbourfront Tower 2 , walked around and realised that we've walked one big round ! hahas NOOB ! LOL ..
bought tickets for the Jewel Cable Car .. it's called Jewel because it was reconstructed , it became nicer .. hahas ..
got offer ! hahas it was supposed to be $52 in total , but due to the offer , it became $40++ ! hahas ..
went to take cable car to Sentosa first .. i had lots of fun there !
we went to Sentosa first , had Hokkaido ice-cream , went over to Resort World and also outside of Universal Studios .. hahas ..
shall go to Universal Studios in future when it's fully constructed ! hahas ..
oh ya , at Resort World , my mum called and asked if we want to eat with her as she will be release from work early , but i rejected and she sounded sad .. i thought for awhile and called her , decided to meet up for dinner and she was so happy ! hahas ..
anyway , we walked around and took lots of photos ! hahas .. it was super hot and i was sweating like mad ! hahas ..
i want to go there again ! =D
we went back at 4plus near 5pm , went to buy water ! hahas ..
took cable car for 2 rounds , back and forth .. hahas ..
didn't go to vivo city as planned , cos' was meeting my mum for dinner !
i'm a filial daughter ! hahas and dear's a good boyf ! LOL ..
but i'm happy that my mum's happy ! hahas ..
oh yes , dear bought us marshmallows of our names ! hahas .. so if you're wondering what's that heart shape thing , it's marshmallows ! hahas ..
went back to causeway and waited for my mum , had dinner ..
and went home , dear went back too .. and he's chatting on msn with me now ! ♥
anyway , not all photos are uploaded here .. so , go to my FB for more ! ^^

dear ! happy 4th year since 120207 !
i had a great day with you , it was so awesome !
till now , i'm still smiling to myself ! you make me feel so happy !
today is the happiest day of 2011 so far !
i think there are many things that i won't ever forget about today .. first , it's the cable car ride .. it's really scary , especially on the return trip .. when it got really windy .. and you kept playing .. bully me ! hahas ..
but , i still felt safe when i held on to you .. did you realise i never let go of you during those rides ? hahas if not i'll be sitting super close to you .. hahas ..
next , it's the part at causeway when i kept putting my hands inside your jacket .. when i put in both and hit you .. when we were at the foodcourt .. when you laughed ..
you know , your laughter can really make me happy .. i'm happy as long as you are ♥
well , i love every single moment spent with you today .. i'm really very happy ..
i know there were some moments when i started to question you again .. i'm really sorry ..
but one thing i'm glad of is that we didn't quarrel !
we talked it out instead .. you assured me , i realised i was wrong and i apologised ..
in the past , i guess i seldom apologise when i know it's my fault .. it seriously feels better after apologising ..
still , i'm sorry dear ..
anyway , i told you that i will feel uncomfortable being with so many guys in a room , but in this case , it was the cable cabin ..
this was also so for that time when you went to haircut .. it feels scary , my heart will start beating super fast ..
you told me you felt uncomfortable with them too .. hahas .. but i'm glad you held me close to you ! ♥ thanks dear ..
dear , i think recently you felt uncertain , is it ?
cos' there was once i said that you don't really care about the future anymore .. then you tell me not to think about the future , but you will ..
cos' my mindset will continue to change .. things are not certain .. i still have to go through poly ..
you once said to me that you want to be with me , you want a future with me ..
it's always you assuring me and very seldom would i even think of that .. often i would just quarrel with you , being unreasonable ..
but i don't know why , don't know for what reason , i know i have to really change .. not only say but do ..
i really don't want to ruin our relationship ..
maybe , it's too early to say what i'm going to say next ..
i know my mindset will continue to change , i know things are going to change , i know things are not certain .. all things will change , BUT MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE .
will you believe me if i say that my love for you will never change despite all the other changes that will happen in future ?
i know it's difficult to ans this qn , so if you can't ans it , it'll be fine ..
i'm really serious in our relationship .. i'm jealous because i love you .. i'm angry because i care .. i love you because i really do and you mean a lot to me .. i care about what you say and what you do .. i care about whatever happens to you or to us ..
iloveyoo dear ! thanks a lot for today ! ♥♥

noobs !