time will pass fast ~
hell0s ! i'm back to post and i feel very ' zzz .. ' now ..
not tired but ' sian ' ..
cos dear has went back to camp :( ..
anyway , we went to watch ' the rite ' today ..
quite a nice show but pretty scary too ! i jumped a few times .. hahas ..
dear also said it was scary , but why wouldn't he jump at parts when it's scary ? LOL ..
after the movie , we went for lunch .. something trivial happened .. dear , i'm not angry but just sad .. promise me that you'll tell me where you're going in future , ok ?
iloveyoo dear .. it was not totally your fault too ^^
after lunch , walked around and went back at 5pm ..
headed to his hse and slacked till 8.10pm and went out .. went downstairs for our dinner and he sent me home ..
after that , he went off :( ..
only 50 mins has passed and i already miss you so much .. i know i shouldn't be missing you so much .. hahas .. shouldn't be because it will make time seem to pass so slow ..
i shall keep myself busy with revision then ..
but i'll only be able to see you on Saturday night ..
and i have to wait another week more :( ..
i love your laughter .. hahas .. i feel like i'm not good enough for you , that's why i suddenly cried at your hse ..
but you told me before that actually i'm alrd good enough for you ..
i guess i'm just thinking too much .. i'm sorry ..
i should stop hitting you for fun .. i should stop myself from being violent ..
i don't want to be violent too .. sorry dear ..
i will really change this time round .. be more understanding , be reasonable , be less controlling , learn to trust you .. trust is extremely important in a relationship , it won't last for long without trust ..
i must learn to trust that you'll keep your promises .. i must trust that you're faithful ..
i'm really sorry for all the doubts i had towards you .. i must have hurt you a lot ..
also , i wish that you rmb what i told you about after i turn 18 .. but there will of cos' be a limit .. i guess you know what i mean by that right ?
i try my best to be a better girlf for us , so you should also ! hahas ..
iloveyou !
i wonder ..
hell0s ! i'm back to post and i feel very ' zzz .. ' now ..
not tired but ' sian ' ..
cos dear has went back to camp :( ..
anyway , we went to watch ' the rite ' today ..
quite a nice show but pretty scary too ! i jumped a few times .. hahas ..
dear also said it was scary , but why wouldn't he jump at parts when it's scary ? LOL ..
after the movie , we went for lunch .. something trivial happened .. dear , i'm not angry but just sad .. promise me that you'll tell me where you're going in future , ok ?
iloveyoo dear .. it was not totally your fault too ^^
after lunch , walked around and went back at 5pm ..
headed to his hse and slacked till 8.10pm and went out .. went downstairs for our dinner and he sent me home ..
after that , he went off :( ..
only 50 mins has passed and i already miss you so much .. i know i shouldn't be missing you so much .. hahas .. shouldn't be because it will make time seem to pass so slow ..
i shall keep myself busy with revision then ..
but i'll only be able to see you on Saturday night ..
and i have to wait another week more :( ..
i love your laughter .. hahas .. i feel like i'm not good enough for you , that's why i suddenly cried at your hse ..
but you told me before that actually i'm alrd good enough for you ..
i guess i'm just thinking too much .. i'm sorry ..
i should stop hitting you for fun .. i should stop myself from being violent ..
i don't want to be violent too .. sorry dear ..
i will really change this time round .. be more understanding , be reasonable , be less controlling , learn to trust you .. trust is extremely important in a relationship , it won't last for long without trust ..
i must learn to trust that you'll keep your promises .. i must trust that you're faithful ..
i'm really sorry for all the doubts i had towards you .. i must have hurt you a lot ..
also , i wish that you rmb what i told you about after i turn 18 .. but there will of cos' be a limit .. i guess you know what i mean by that right ?
i try my best to be a better girlf for us , so you should also ! hahas ..
iloveyou !
i wonder ..
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