MY LIFE IS SO DAMN MESSED UP , FUCKED UP AND I'M SO DAMN TORN APART .
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS , HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE FUCKING SHIT FEELINGS .
HAD ENOUGH OF FLARING UP SO OFTEN AND MOST OF THE TIMES OVER MINOR THINGS .
FUCKING ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING THAT SUCKS IN MY LIFE .
BUT I'M NOT DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT , NOT DOING ANYTHING TO MAKE IT BETTER 
SOMETIMES THINGS ARE INDEED MAKING IT WORST FOR ME .
BUT I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO LIVE LIFE HAPPIER . 
AND NOT JUST THINK OF DYING EVERY SO OFTEN , NOT JUST FLARE UP SO OFTEN , NOT JUST HURT PPL WHO LOVES ME SO OFTEN , NOT JUST HURT MYSELF SO OFTEN .


MOVE ON LINDA !!!!!! MOVE ON !!!!!!!
I THINK I NEED A BREAK REAL SOON .